Apra

Hi! I was talking to this friend o f mine, a friend I’ve shunned for a long time, about blogging, when we realized I didn’t have an About me and I felt like an extreme bimbo. So I decided to write about my favorite thing. Me! :D

So, I’m eighteen, but I hate the fact that I’m eighteen, I was sooo much happier when I was seventeen, aah, never mind, its just a number. Short, bespectacled(I love my glasses and I’m blind as a bat without them), funny nosed are some words I use to describe me, physically. Oh, apparently people find me a lil creepy. I admit I have a sinister liking to the color black, blood-less violence and plain morbidity. Call me Wednesday Addams of The Addams Family. But the oxymoron-isly freaky thing is I’m a happy person. OMFG! Skinny. How can I ever forget?! Skinny is the most probable word to describe me. Though I eat like I’m dying tomorrow.

To me, the words cute and girly are insulting. I prefer, mad, insane, annoying, freapy(freaking creepy) anyday. I also think I’m supposed to be a boy sometimes. Oh, I have a thing for british accent, though, it makes me weak in the knees ;)

I can be arrogant, unpredictable, apathetic, stubborn, defensive and a lot of other things. Well, I’m only human. I cry, but I prefer doing it in privacy. And if I’m hurt, I move away so that it’ll stop hurting. I also think bitching, if its righteous, is therapeutic. ;)  As loopy as it sounds, I think bitching about someone you dislike, preferably to their faces, especially if they deserve it, is good. Even if it ended with a cat fight, atleast they’d get the idea.

I believe in the Law of attraction AND Murphy’s Law, like I said, my whole life is an oxymoron. I’ve always wanted to be a bohemian, like an gypsy artist. And I talk to myself, a lot. I believe in change, in second chances and in self-indulgence. I trust and know myself more than anybody(meaning I’m aware of how evil I can be, or how amazingly bimbo-esqe I am when I’m sleepy) and I’m proud of this. Not many know, but I love singing and I don’t sound bad at all :)

I have a set of rules I made for myself and I follow them extremely religiously, even if the sky’s falling. BUT I’m also flexible, so I alter the rules now and then if it makes me happy. Since I’m confessing, you should know I feel no guilt in lying for a good cause. Forget that, I lie easily, BUT only if its necessary.

If I love you, then annoying you, getting mad at you, making fun of you, flinging expletives at you is something I would do. I’m sorry. I absolutely cannot be a nice person to my bestfriends. It just doesn’t feel right.

I write for fun. But someday I want to write for a living. Someday, when I’ve lived my dream-gypsy life, when I read all the classics I could find, when I can make Tiramisu without poisoning anymore, after I graduate, I see myself, writing for my own magazine. Right now, I mostly write random things I feel.

Hope and Practicality influence most of my actions.My reactions are generated by my ever-existing Impulsiveness.

I guess this is enough for introductions, eh? I have a project to do now, so I’d better go :D

Oh, And my name’s actually Apoorva Lanka. :)

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6 Responses (+add yours?)

  1. Nithin
    Nov 02, 2011 @ 22:42:11

    And,you are the best girl i’ve ever seen.
    :)

    • Apra
      Nov 02, 2011 @ 22:53:00

      You, love, keep surprising me with abrupt statements like these :) <3

  2. Nithin
    Nov 02, 2011 @ 22:58:47

    aah,I said it many times(probably to myself,:P) ippatidaka ayithe nuvve papa. :D

    • Apra
      Nov 02, 2011 @ 23:04:30

      Okay :*

  3. pastelspray
    Dec 01, 2011 @ 19:37:47

    What’s your tumblr??

    • Apra
      Dec 06, 2011 @ 08:52:40

      Not on tumblr!
      Blog.com all the way for now :)